please remember its okay not to be okay & someone out there does love you ♥

@jerry-anonymous love you c:

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Hey Ben,
 
Wow. I can’t believe I’m lucky enough to call you my boyfriend.
I can’t believe you chose me over all those other better and prettier girls.
I truly am blessed to have you in my life. As a boyfriend and as a best friend.
You’re my life Ben. I love you as an anon and the guy behind you is pretty awesome too c’:
You just…you get me.
You let me tell you all my troubles and completely break down in front of you.
You never pushed me to be with you. You even told me I didn’t have to.
But you don’t see yourself like I do. And that kills me
You don’t see how your smile, your laugh, your hugs, your weird jokes, and even your singing could make me fall more and more in love with you every second I talk with you.
I smile so wide at my screen when I see a message from you.
It makes me cry when you’re upset or frustrated.
I hope I never disappoint you and if you must leave me, you find someone better…
I don’t deserve you Ben, I really don’t.
And I thank God I have you, because I will try my very hardest to keep you.
Because I’m in love with you Ben
Every last bit of you is amazing
And I really hope I never lose you.
I would not come on if I did.
Your friendship and love means the world to me.
So please, please don’t leave me.
I wouldn’t know what to do without you
You educate me about music
And I hope you know, I love it.
I love learning about you and what you like and don’t like.
I love hearing you sing to me as you hold me close, telling me you’ll never let go.
That night…is forever inscribed in my thoughts.
The way you held me…so close that I could hear your heart beating
Yet not close enough so that I knew I had your heart.
The way your voice surrounded me like a protective bubble that only popped when you stopped singing
That was amazing.
You’re amazing
This, us, we’re amazing
And I hope never to have to lose it.
Because a day without you is like a year without rain c;
Haha sorry, I had to throw in one music quote
And now here is another;
you're the only one I see
And that's the one thing that won't change
from your favorite song right now,
Never Stop – Safetysuit
I remembered c:
Aren’t you proud?
Hehe well you should be
Im going to end this with an I love you
And some gifs;
 
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lastly;
 
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i love you ben c:
love,
tay c':